i want to not feel alone in a room full of people.

i want to not feel like almost no one ever really understands wtf i am talking about.

i want to not walk into an empty house at the end of the day.

i want to not feel like a giant is sitting on my chest crushing the life out of me.

i want to be able to find enjoyment again in the things i used to enjoy.

i want to not just be going through the motions.

i mean, i get that life is about learning to live with disappointment. i do. and im not greedy. i dont want all these things, all at once, all the time. but i think it would be a nice change of pace to get just one of them, once in a while... for the novelty of it, if no other reason.

wish in one hand and shit in the other, i guess.